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Friday, July 16, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Heat Dog was crazy!
Lolol Klelly.
On my way to the mall, to get some Tom's shoes, some mac lip gloss, and pants. I am excited!! I had terrible Period cramps and couldn't find anything in the house to take except Loritab so you bet your diddy I am a little loopy. We have a family reunion at 5:30 and no I am not excited. Anyway, that's all. :)
On my way to the mall, to get some Tom's shoes, some mac lip gloss, and pants. I am excited!! I had terrible Period cramps and couldn't find anything in the house to take except Loritab so you bet your diddy I am a little loopy. We have a family reunion at 5:30 and no I am not excited. Anyway, that's all. :)
Friday, July 9, 2010
With the kids right now, feeling like shit. We are watching the most retarded show ever created, some stupid boy band idiots have there own show, what a surprise. I can't find the remote, so we are stuck.
I feel so sick, stomach cramps like crazy. David and I are going shopping tonight, I am going to get some Tom's so I am pretty excited.
Last night we had to take his sister to the hospital. We were at the bar with some friends when David's mother called us and said Katherine wanted to go to the hospital, and since we are the closest family to her, it is always our responsibility to take her, even if it's at midnight, two in the morning, whenever. We got to her house at around midnight and I was already asleep in the back seat, so David went inside. She claimed she had been puking and that she couldn't stop, and that her stomach hurt really bad. David said when he went in there she was explaining how she didn't need to go to the hospital because she had a doctor appointment the next day, WTF? He reminded her we came from hanging out with our friends to take her, so we went. She did not make any sense the entire night and was obviously on quite a few medications. They found nothing wrong with her and told her she needed to see a counselor for drug addiction. I am upset because it seems the only reason we had to go, have David miss a work day which means a small check, and stay up all night was so she could get a morphine shot and some pain killers. Needless to say, we are never doing that again.
Ugh. That's all.
I feel so sick, stomach cramps like crazy. David and I are going shopping tonight, I am going to get some Tom's so I am pretty excited.
Last night we had to take his sister to the hospital. We were at the bar with some friends when David's mother called us and said Katherine wanted to go to the hospital, and since we are the closest family to her, it is always our responsibility to take her, even if it's at midnight, two in the morning, whenever. We got to her house at around midnight and I was already asleep in the back seat, so David went inside. She claimed she had been puking and that she couldn't stop, and that her stomach hurt really bad. David said when he went in there she was explaining how she didn't need to go to the hospital because she had a doctor appointment the next day, WTF? He reminded her we came from hanging out with our friends to take her, so we went. She did not make any sense the entire night and was obviously on quite a few medications. They found nothing wrong with her and told her she needed to see a counselor for drug addiction. I am upset because it seems the only reason we had to go, have David miss a work day which means a small check, and stay up all night was so she could get a morphine shot and some pain killers. Needless to say, we are never doing that again.
Ugh. That's all.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Frustrated.
OK, I really hate posts where all you do is complain, but today I am going to have (yet another) one of those posts. It really doesn't seem like I don't like rambling my-life-sucks posts, but really I don't. So,
I want my blog to look good, I have been talking for a while about this woman who was designing a template for it, but she disappeared from the face of the earth and I am now unable to get a hold of her. Nice.
I feel SO fat. Not fat, out of shape, stretch marked, scarred and disgusting. Let me get graphic for a second, my husband and I haven't (you know) in forever because I think I am so gross. It's pathetic. I want a perfect body, that line always reminds me of that Radiohead song. I love it. I feel like it says everything I am thinking.
I have been looking into Gwyneth Paltrow & Madonna's Personal Trainer Tracey Anderson, and I am thinking I might buy a Dvd from Amazon, because I am a sucker. So I am contemplating on drinking a beer, trying not to think of all the calories I will be ingesting into my thick ass as I sit and write a paper as they scream "Jesus Christ please go exercise you fat idiot". Harsh, I know. That is just what I think about myself right now. I want a slim no fat adorable sexy body, like everyone, but I really want it without thinking about it so much. I don't want to hate myself, I don't want to beat myself down every time I get a chance, I am such a big bully to myself.
Also, I left my Vegan butter and fake hot dogs at Leslie's and even though I am going there on Friday again, I fear they will eat them without realizing they aren't theirs. Ugh. Ugh, OK done.
I want my blog to look good, I have been talking for a while about this woman who was designing a template for it, but she disappeared from the face of the earth and I am now unable to get a hold of her. Nice.
I feel SO fat. Not fat, out of shape, stretch marked, scarred and disgusting. Let me get graphic for a second, my husband and I haven't (you know) in forever because I think I am so gross. It's pathetic. I want a perfect body, that line always reminds me of that Radiohead song. I love it. I feel like it says everything I am thinking.
I have been looking into Gwyneth Paltrow & Madonna's Personal Trainer Tracey Anderson, and I am thinking I might buy a Dvd from Amazon, because I am a sucker. So I am contemplating on drinking a beer, trying not to think of all the calories I will be ingesting into my thick ass as I sit and write a paper as they scream "Jesus Christ please go exercise you fat idiot". Harsh, I know. That is just what I think about myself right now. I want a slim no fat adorable sexy body, like everyone, but I really want it without thinking about it so much. I don't want to hate myself, I don't want to beat myself down every time I get a chance, I am such a big bully to myself.
Also, I left my Vegan butter and fake hot dogs at Leslie's and even though I am going there on Friday again, I fear they will eat them without realizing they aren't theirs. Ugh. Ugh, OK done.
Friday, July 2, 2010
Day 2 Vegan
Still going good, I had a completely Vegan hot dog last night. That was fun, today for lunch though, since I am at work, I have to make corn and potatoes haha because I forgot to pack a lunch, Oh well.. I am going to buy a Parmesan substitute and some Vegan pasta tonight so I can resume my normal pasta intake.
Today is David and my 2 year anniversary. I think we may go to dinner to either evergreen cafe, sages, or out for sushi (dont worry ill be getting the veggie roll with brown rice if we do)
Ill post more about our anni later, after I eat, im starvin!
Today is David and my 2 year anniversary. I think we may go to dinner to either evergreen cafe, sages, or out for sushi (dont worry ill be getting the veggie roll with brown rice if we do)
Ill post more about our anni later, after I eat, im starvin!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Day one Vegan
So so far today has been easy. This is my first day ever as a full fledged Vegan. I am proud of my decision, and I will be proud of my body later on too!
I bought "Living Vegan for Dummies" and although it is hard right now for me to cut all Animal products from my wardrobe (mainly shoes) I plan to very soon. For now I will not eat them, and I wont buy products tested on animals or anything like that, until I can weed out all Animal products from my life, this is a good beginning. Thanks Kaycee for your help :)
I bought "Living Vegan for Dummies" and although it is hard right now for me to cut all Animal products from my wardrobe (mainly shoes) I plan to very soon. For now I will not eat them, and I wont buy products tested on animals or anything like that, until I can weed out all Animal products from my life, this is a good beginning. Thanks Kaycee for your help :)
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