Emellebe

I am so ready to blow my brains out right now.
People can be so damn annoying it is crazy.

I went to the doctors today, I have been having some serious problems lately, and it is freaking me out.
Yesterday I kept blacking out, and the feeling really nauseas.. also, sometimes it will feel like I forgot to breathe.

Anyway, my doctor says my Anxiety is just bad. She did an EKG and my test results are normal. She also did some stuff that had to do with my blood pressure and that was normal too.
I just want to feel better. I am tired of being sick and tired. It is aweful.

I can't help but feel sorry for myself.. my mind keeps asking me what happened.