Emellebe

Oh hi.
Why am I so terrible at writing in my blog?
I'm not sure.

My uncle is coming back to UT on Sunday. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I love him so much, and am so excited, but he is stressing me out!
It seems like in his life he always has an issue, with something. He can't be happy, he won't let himself, it seems. He always goes in to things with the mentality everything is going to change, for the better. He moved to Tacoma because he wanted to be with Curry, and get the fuck out of Salt Lake, which I totally supported and thought was an excellent plan, because if you have ever lived here, it is hard... But now he doesn't like it there, and I find him telling me the same reasons to leave Tacoma as he told me when he was leaving Utah, almost a year ago.
His plan is to move to Kansas City, MO after he gets back here for a month or so, which will be excellent, because he will be near my dad, which is always a good thing, but he just wont change his mentality, I think he tries, but no matter where he goes he will never be happy or even satisfied with himself, therefore he wont be happy where he lives, or with his job, etc. He needs to change that first before he is ever going to get out of the rut he is in and start making some real changes.. (like drinking, smoking, etc.)
I think my Dad and Steven will be a huge help for him, but they can only give so much, before it's overwhelming.. I don't know, I'm just happy he isn't moving with me..
That's my ramble, about to go Nanny and get paid today! yay!

Painted a barn owl on a branch, it looks lovely, not quite finished, but I am excited for when it is.