So, we got the keys to our new place. I am excited to move, but really scared at the same time. I am afraid of failure, I am always afraid I will fail.
My best friend Kelsy graduated from HS on wed. I am so happy and proud of her. It makes me feel more motivated to get my High school diploma, but I have so many hours more of packets to do. I guess it's better then years.
I have been really depressed the past few days. I am not totally sure why. I have a lot of good things happening lately, but I am so overly stressed I sometimes don't know how to cope. I don't really want to go into details, because I feel like they make me look weak, or sound weak. I'm not weak, I just have problems, like everyone else. I think I just let my problems take over me, instead of trying to fix them.
My mom made me an appt. with a therapist, hopefully that will get me feeling better. I feel like my brain holds me hostage, I can't shut it off, and it's killing me.
wtf?
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